The Last Star

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

I Miss You Bloggie!

 Truth ok! I do miss my bloggie a lot :( and I'm sorry for having a new post this late.

O levels are finishing soon so imma be back ya, don't worry.
I got a feeling that I kinda screwed it at the same time i'm gonna be fine, but yeah... LONG STORY~

Anyway, I'll be finishing my O levels soon with one last paper (Science multiple choice) on.. er.. fuck... (I don't even know when).
Ahem! so.. I'm kinda free in a way that's why I'm typing something to my bloggie and you humans. I do drop by at my blog sometimes, just that I don't have much time to post something since I type a lot :)
I'm spending time with hubby now. Yes, 5.45a.m. Haha, we're awesome!

Lalala~

Hubby, if you're looking at this: NENENIPUPU~ ;P

Ok, morning fellas, night night for us.

Take care and thanks for reading :)

Is it all Wrong?

Is being different wrong?

Is being care-free wrong?

Is having a hobby wrong?

Is having a dream that you like might not give you a rich future wrong?

Is being born in a broken family wrong?

Is loving someone with different age, color, sex wrong?

Is having a style you like wrong?

Is being attention grabber wrong?

Is trying to dress nice, sexy, cute & more wrong?

Is being caring wrong?

Then again....

Is imperfect wrong? If so, what is perfect?

Fucked up

I don't know why but the only thing I can think about other than Hubby is my blog. The place where I can pour out my sadness and all. The fucking bitch (My tuition teacher) called my mum and told her I skip her class and some shit like that. No, that didn't matter much.

but...
I got mad though. I cried.

Go ahead. Do what you want, I'm not afraid.

I don't know what to do now, nothing much in my mind. I'm always clueless, wanting to run away when my anger and sadness get over me.

I heard that fucking bitch told my mum that my friend told her that if I fail my o levels, I'll go for baking(implying that it's ok that I fail) and the whole school knows that too. Yup, my mum got pissed off.

I hate the people...
Goodnight to the kindness that this world had forgotten. Guess I'll be the next.

 

I hope you'll be ok my love.

Waiting for tomorrow!

Ok, Aside from tomorrow's extra class, all my classmate(G4) are going out to celebrate a very special day of Sathya.
Happy Birthday rich guy~
Another reason it's hard to find a present that could go up to your expectation -.- ish, so mafan la.
I'm so excited to hang out with them since we seldom do that because of the upcoming O levels exam.
My present is very freaking simple so don't judge and appreciate it :)
I got to go baking now


PS: Sorry for not updating much for my blog guys :(

Take care humans.

Ciao ciao~

Mock Exam

Sorry for leaving my blog for quite some time, I've been busy. Life is sort of a disaster these few days :(
Very stress. I've been skipping some class just to study what I've left out, of course I told my mum about it and she have confident in me doing my way.

The thing is, today I have maths paper 1 and Business paper 2 which I did not study. I might pull a lil off for maths and I can do better in paper 2 to cover more marks but for business, I confirmed that I've failed my paper 1 and now? Doomed! Well, I guess I'll just do better (To at least get a pass if I can) for other subjects. I don't mind if I fail only one subject out of 5 since I'm not going to college with my Forecast results.

I don't know whether I should start worrying now when I know I don't have time to study anymore and it's hard to get it to me in an amount of time. Should I freak out? or should I just don't care about it? It annoys me so much when I'm indecisive. It makes me frustrated at the same time wanting to cry.
Oh God I'm WEAK-.-

I think lately my stress is taking control of my health. Not enough sleep, Junk food, Coffee/ Tea, Appetite and more. I can't wait till this is over. I think I'm getting thinner T.T

SLEEPY!!!

NEED MORE COFFEE :(

Got to go now. Take care guys~
Good Luck for those who also have mock exam/ other exam.
Ciao ciao...

Cornflakes chocolate!

Well as the title said it, today I've made some cornflakes chocolate =3
It's basically cornflakes covered in chocolate. I used white Belgian chocolate.
Haha, it seems so easy right? yup, I think so to when I heard from friends and watch from Youtube.

*Demon face* It's matha farking hard! stewpid chocolate doesn't melt the way it wanted! The freakiang cornflakes doesn't get all covered in the chocolate! FARKKKKKK!

*Back to cuteness* Opps! Went a lil off. Keke. In the end I managed to find a way out. Peace out!

I'm looking forward to share it with people I love and care tomorrow.

Here we go :)

There's one was not taken and not posted here because it's special.

I've got to go do my piles of homework T-T

Wish me luck! Bye~