HACK!

SORRRRYYYY FOR PARTY ROCKIN'

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE UUUUUUUU

*dance*


heh. u know who~

Shut Up Bitch!

I don't have the mood to deal with you and your drama, I don't think Hubby does too-.- You are just jealous that I have Hubby (And you're gonna say you don't.) By the way, I love how your drama goes, keep it up :) I'm not jealous that you had Hubby for four years or anything cause I can do it better. I'm just pissed that you keep bugging Hubby and you broke Hubby's heart. Well no worries cause I'm gonna heal it.

There's NOTHING I can be afraid when I have Hubby. Nothing else matter. I'm also pretty sure you can't take Hubby back cause:
-I'm prettier, hotter, sexier, cuter. :)
-I have more patient.
-I'm a sexier dancer.
-I'm less dramatic. ;P
-My fashion is better (Take a look in the mirror before you go out cause maybe, just maybe you look nice in your creepy old town but not city).
-I'm more understanding.
-I'm Richer.
-Even my studies can't compare but my creativity does.  ;)
-Not as holy as you but I'm braver.
-I'm more polite (Which made Hubby's family like me and talk to me when I went to their dinner. Oh, tell you a secret, they said to Hubby that they don't like you and I'm pretty)
-I'm more fun to be with :D.
-I'm more mature.
-I have more freedom (Hubby don't actually have to come all the way to my house and do nothing like yours).
-I'm more popular.
-Every little thing I do, maybe just something small that can just make Hubby happy (You can't even take a few min or second to do it when it means a lot to Hubby).
-I don't put anything above Hubby
And most of all I'M PERMANENT IN HUBBY'S LIFE.

Don't be foolish and bullshit about you're better than me in any of these cause I know it well about me. Natalie like you but I can make her like me more, even she said I'm prettier when I asked who is prettier, me or you?. You annoying shit, stop coming to my Hubby and wanting attention even though it makes me laugh when it doesn't work AT ALL. Lol. If you wanna start a fight or anything, give your all out cause I CAN FUCKING HELL DO IT BETTER.

You don't even know what happen to Hubby yesterday do you? I don't think you do since you're in the mood to bitch about me. I am fucking pissed off alright, not what you said but you're just fucking annoying that's why. Oh right, there's no blaming on you not knowing what happen since I'm hubby's priority, not you. Bye bye miss-second-forever (suck on it loser).

It's not easy to trust or be trusted

Today you left. I was alone. There's so many things I want to tell u when you online. I want to tell you I'm a good girl at school just now, lonely, had a beautiful nightmare while I sleep, sleepy, missing you and mummy bought something cute and fluffy for me at Universal Studios (or maybe it wasn't for me cause I asked for it in the car).

The only thing I don't want to tell you is the only thing that wanna makes me live in denial. The very mistake I've made for looking at it due to curiosity. I didn't mean to look at it. It breaks my heart so much. Thanked God I didn't choke to death since I cry while eating sushi. I realized I shouldn't touch or do anything without your permission. I just act due to my emotions, it was childish. I feel like a fool now. You then don't wanna let me know you do care about some stuff, it's still valuable to you yet you're scared I'll get angry or sad.

I will be sad, but what makes you think I would like to be hidden from the truth? I know I didn't ask you. But baby why do you have to act like you don't care about it anymore when you do...? You should just tell me.

Then when I came home, you asked me about him. You said that I replace someone for you. You said I flirt. You said it's ok to replace you for someone but not always. You kept saying you don't like to be lied. Well fuck it cause this is why I told you please don't think of me so good cause when something happen and the situation seems to fit my personality then it fucking breaks your heart. It makes you believe that person and not me. It makes you cautious and keep asking the same question to me and to yourself whether you can trust me or not. It breaks my heart too baby.

Just let me know if you don't trust me, cause it seems like. I think it'll be hard to even just believe you will trust me. Its not just you who have gone through a lot with people betraying, lying, cheating on you. I did gone through that too about it that's why it's hard to believe when you say you trust me. When you know this, you'll be saying it's not what you think cause I do trust you. I've heard it again and again and again till i'm tired of it. I tried to believe it but it's not easy. It never is...

I love you.

Wednesday Night and Thursday All The Way.

15.06.2011
That night we got ready and head out at 11p.m something, A little jam though. We were sort of singing in the car, getting high, or maybe just me. Then we reached Sunway, Coco Banana. We went in like some cool shit man, even though there isn't much people since it's Wednesday. After drinking we dance all the way till 2a.m. something almost 3am., not just us but with people we don't know? It was kinda cool. After that Hubby was hungry so we went to some mamak and ate there only we go home. That night I had alot of fun with Wei Hui and Hubby. We will have a second time and all, no worries :)

16.06.2011
The next day we're supposed to go to school but we skipped it ;P We were too tired! Wei hui was late when I call her but the good thing is she just skip school too and come to my house. Me and Hubby changed then we went out about 10a.m. something I guess. We all agreed eating Bak Kut Teh and they both suggested to go Klang. When we reached there, we were kinda lost so thanked God there is something called google. We found the first one, it was kinda creepy, I mean not much people was there so we search another one. The second one was not bad. We went there and when we sat down, the train at the side pass by, there were two kids(obviously not Klang people) goes wah~ and the second we saw it we go like WOW! THAT'S SO COOL! Lol, it was epic. When everyone looked, we don't give a damn. The place wasn't so bad but they don't have the dish that I wanted.

After that we went back to 1Utama and watch Green Lantern. Then we went to Hubby's house for a chit-chat. About 7p.m something I guess, we went for steamboat :) It was nice accept the scary part which was jumping prawn-.- Then we go to my house for awhile to pack my stuff and give my maid her food only we go to Wei hui's house and had some drinks with game. WEI HUI FORGOT THE SPEAKER! ish~ Next time we'll have it she promised. Then Wei Hui gave a ride for me and Hubby back to Hubby's house with Milky in the car. I stayed overnight at Hubby' house then :)

I had a two Awesome day to remember. It was fun. Thanks for the two days, I love you guys <3 Let's do it again next time ;)

A day to remember :)

Well guess what? Hubby asked me out to PROM! Yup, I accept it of course. Lol, it's so shocking. Hubby actually gave me a bear and balloons( which Hubby knew that I love) and asked me out to prom . I can see that Hubby is actually shivering cause it's the first time asking for prom partner and going for prom, well its my first time too. I'm so proud of hubby getting up the guts to ask me :)

Well I'm so excited and looking forward to it. Oh, and I'm looking forward to sexy babe's dress ;) I'm looking forward to other people's dresses and suits too. She said she want me to help her make-up and she trust it on me. I'm shooo happy! I shall start looking for dresses and tutorial on hair style and make up for prom, I mean I need to choose which make up suits me better and all.

Isn't this bear bear cute?! 

Then I took picture with it ;) 

 The balloons are with hubby

While I was taking picture with bear bear, hubby was playing so I took one cute picture here ;P

Btw readers~ Don't confuse Hubby and Sexy babe. They are two different people. :)

It is a day to remember. I love you.

Failed

Well today is the day where my hubby and sexy babe is going to be away for debate. It's basically one day if u wanna count it like really fair, LOL. Not that I'm crazy jealous but I wanna join in with them, sleeping together and talking or laughing. It'll be so fun. That debate theme isn't my type alright-.- So I wish them my very best and good luck instead. *Finger-crossed*

So then I've decided to buy some flowers for jean, sexy babe and hubby in the morning. I only heard the landmark of the flower shop is 'Papa rich' and I went to look for it around without second thoughts. Ok, I look silly running around here and there looking for that flower shop=.=

Then I gave up. But I gave up with my very last breath. I did look all around 'papa rich', asked people around but they said don't know, I googled up the map using my iPhone and called but no one pick up. After that I went back to school and waited for hubby. I sat there like a kid almost going to cry but I kept telling myself no. I hold back with all I can and man, that was hard.

In the end hubby did cheer me up so.. Haha, I over emotional. I can still buy it for them next time.

 Wish them all the luck for debate :)