Waiting for tomorrow!

Ok, Aside from tomorrow's extra class, all my classmate(G4) are going out to celebrate a very special day of Sathya.
Happy Birthday rich guy~
Another reason it's hard to find a present that could go up to your expectation -.- ish, so mafan la.
I'm so excited to hang out with them since we seldom do that because of the upcoming O levels exam.
My present is very freaking simple so don't judge and appreciate it :)
I got to go baking now


PS: Sorry for not updating much for my blog guys :(

Take care humans.

Ciao ciao~

Mock Exam

Sorry for leaving my blog for quite some time, I've been busy. Life is sort of a disaster these few days :(
Very stress. I've been skipping some class just to study what I've left out, of course I told my mum about it and she have confident in me doing my way.

The thing is, today I have maths paper 1 and Business paper 2 which I did not study. I might pull a lil off for maths and I can do better in paper 2 to cover more marks but for business, I confirmed that I've failed my paper 1 and now? Doomed! Well, I guess I'll just do better (To at least get a pass if I can) for other subjects. I don't mind if I fail only one subject out of 5 since I'm not going to college with my Forecast results.

I don't know whether I should start worrying now when I know I don't have time to study anymore and it's hard to get it to me in an amount of time. Should I freak out? or should I just don't care about it? It annoys me so much when I'm indecisive. It makes me frustrated at the same time wanting to cry.
Oh God I'm WEAK-.-

I think lately my stress is taking control of my health. Not enough sleep, Junk food, Coffee/ Tea, Appetite and more. I can't wait till this is over. I think I'm getting thinner T.T

SLEEPY!!!

NEED MORE COFFEE :(

Got to go now. Take care guys~
Good Luck for those who also have mock exam/ other exam.
Ciao ciao...

Cornflakes chocolate!

Well as the title said it, today I've made some cornflakes chocolate =3
It's basically cornflakes covered in chocolate. I used white Belgian chocolate.
Haha, it seems so easy right? yup, I think so to when I heard from friends and watch from Youtube.

*Demon face* It's matha farking hard! stewpid chocolate doesn't melt the way it wanted! The freakiang cornflakes doesn't get all covered in the chocolate! FARKKKKKK!

*Back to cuteness* Opps! Went a lil off. Keke. In the end I managed to find a way out. Peace out!

I'm looking forward to share it with people I love and care tomorrow.

Here we go :)

There's one was not taken and not posted here because it's special.

I've got to go do my piles of homework T-T

Wish me luck! Bye~

Sickkkkk

Ok, I'm not exactly sick but I had massive period pain from yesterday till the afternoon today. Yes, I skipped a class today and I'm not happy nor sad about it because mock exam are coming. The results of it are quite important I heard.

Hmmm....

Fuck....

*Panicking*  T^T
I'm TRYING to study my ass off already lah!

Well back to the main point. Hubby bought lunch and drop by. Hubby made tea and fed me. HAHAHA!
Oh, I got chocolates too :) Yum yum!
Then we spend our time watching Bones until around 5.15p.m. then Hubby had to go.
It was fun with Hubby around. I'm not lonely.
Talking bout lonely... I'M ALL ALONE AT HOME!!!
Apart from housework and all, I like the peaceful night with the feel of the wind blowing. It calms you down :)

Well, got to go study my ass off now.
Good luck people for the coming mock exam! ;)
Ciao ciao

My heart stays the same

Hey My Future Lover...
That if you see this.

Do you know you mean a lot to me?

Do you know sometimes a sentence of words are actually hard to come out from me?

Do you know I giggle like a kid, smiling to myself whenever I prepare a surprise for you?

Do you know I'm always waiting impatiently for you in the morning cause I want to see you as soon as possible?

Do you know I sing in my shower sometimes when I think of you?

Do you know I look at your facebook profile most of the time before I sleep?

Do you know annoy you for your attention?

Do you know I tend to get insecure without you?

Do you know I think of you and I everytime I listen to love songs?

Do you know that I always want to protect you from anyone or even the world?

Do you know I will beat the hell up whoever that bully you?

Do you know I want to let you see a table full of nice breakfast everyday when you wake up?

Do you know I complain to my soft toys sometimes about you not being here?

Do you know I always wanted to be helpful to you all the time, taking care of you?

Do you know I love you ?

More than sweet stuff

More than money

MORE THAN ANYTHING

I love you always and forever. That is a fact that no one can change or decide. You'll never gonna be alone.

From Your Future Lover

Studies problem/ sickness?

Yup, it's 4.30a.m. now, awake, wondering what should I do.

 I want to sleep but I have homework.

I want to ditch school but I wanna go and see my friends and Hubby.

I don't want to do my homework but I have school tomorrow.

I want to eat but I don't know what to eat.

For the sake of God's love, why the fark is it so hard to choose or not to be lazy? That teacher is so gonna ask me this and that, tell me to go for saturday class-.- ish! I know that I should do my homework but my freaking brain doesn't work that fast so it's sort of not much time. 

Ok, back to the main point. I'm not moving forward with my studies (Homework)! WTH! I mean come on, I got tons of homework which teacher gave, a day and try to finish is not easy since one day is ONLY 24 hour. What? Do you expect me not sleep now? Half of my day, I'm at school. After that I need to rest or not my body will black out (A person need to sleep at least 7/8 hours a day for health). Then only left few hours for homework, not only for one subject but others too. 

I know o levels are coming and we should push ourself to work harder but that's just tooooo much. Let me try giving you bout 3 subject with different amount of homework, I guess you'll break down too. Another thing is that our studies isn't really moving forward too. We haven't covered all the chapters yet so can't they teach one/ two chapter then give a little amount to let us remember then quickly move to another chapter then after covering all the chapters, we'll have more homework to revise back and all so we don't have to be so last minute. It does make sense here right?

I know I'm lazy most the time but I can't seem to get motivated though. I can actually try doing and all but I wasn't motivated. I guess that's the reason I don't really study or do my homework. I guess I'll try some stuff that makes myself happy if I study. Like buying yourself flower that sent to your house and written 'By your secret lover, my good girl, keep studying. Good luck'? LOL. Ahhh. I don't know lah. Well good luck to me then...

I shall try doing a some of my work while I have the time even though it's hard T^T

Imma try my best people, I'm trying to make changes in myself already ;)

Good luck to me <3

Deco-den

Letme say craft is part of my hobby. I like decorating stuff like deco-den ( Google up if you don't know cause I don't know how to explain) or making sweet stuff clay (Polymers/ Fimo/ Sculpey Clay and more). So I was making some clays for my deco-den and I finished up everything (Including accessories) in the morning about 9a.m. LOL! Well I don't sleep at night that's why *jet lag.

It consist Biscuit( With whip-cream, strawberry and drizzle of melted chocolate), Two types of donuts (One with melted chocolate and another with pink topping) and a pop tart. Others is jewels, pearls and pink ribbon. Yup, I made it ;P

It's art alright! Don't simply categorize "my art" and "girly stuff" together -.-

Hubby says it looks nice and edible 0.0' 

Me: *Open the room door*.

Hubby: *Gonna eat my phone*.

Me: NOOO! How many times we talked about not eating this *Getting dramatic*

Hubby: I'm Hungwy~ :'(

Lol, Ahhh.... Don't I just love hubby

Well, just wanna show you guys some of my hobbies and proudly say that I'm not scared to show what my hobby is like, you shouldn't too. Just don't give a crap about what people say :)

'Don't Judge Me!'

Moody? Happy?

First of all, I wanna thanks my awesome readers that my blog views reached 1,000/ more by now when you see it. Thanks from the bottom of my heart, I appreciate it. It keeps me going.
 Well since I'm awake and I feel weird so i'm just gonna update my blogie.
Can't rest back since i'm awake and I don't want to overslept cause I have study group/ extra class at school today.

I'm feeling so weird...

Happy or Moody.

Coffee or Redbull.

Dress or Pants.

Eat or Not eat.

Go or Not go.

Worry or Not to.

To get high or Not to.

Fake it or Leave it.

This or That.

Left or Right.

Up or Down.

Hate or Love.

All these, I don't seem to know what to choose. I'm like.. In between I guess. Maybe I'm getting stressed up by my upcoming o levels. I guess I need to study more since i'm seriously lagging among most students. My studies aren't improving, a clearer explanation without comparing.

It's like I want my freedom as much as I want my studies. I just can't help enjoying my freedom I have even though I'll have legal freedom (State by mum) by the time I finish my o levels. I hate this weird feelings. I'll try my best to work harder. Imma try my best to reject as many temptation possible except...

 SWEET STUFF! ;)

SORRY FOR PARTY ROCKIN! >.<'

TEMPTATION IS HARD TO RESIST!

Take care people, don't fall for temptation too much :)