Owl Always Love You: Studies problem/ sickness?

Yup, it's 4.30a.m. now, awake, wondering what should I do.

I want to sleep but I have homework.

I want to ditch school but I wanna go and see my friends and Hubby.

I don't want to do my homework but I have school tomorrow.

I want to eat but I don't know what to eat.

For the sake of God's love, why the fark is it so hard to choose or not to be lazy? That teacher is so gonna ask me this and that, tell me to go for saturday class-.- ish! I know that I should do my homework but my freaking brain doesn't work that fast so it's sort of not much time.

Ok, back to the main point. I'm not moving forward with my studies (Homework)! WTH! I mean come on, I got tons of homework which teacher gave, a day and try to finish is not easy since one day is ONLY 24 hour. What? Do you expect me not sleep now? Half of my day, I'm at school. After that I need to rest or not my body will black out (A person need to sleep at least 7/8 hours a day for health). Then only left few hours for homework, not only for one subject but others too.

I know o levels are coming and we should push ourself to work harder but that's just tooooo much. Let me try giving you bout 3 subject with different amount of homework, I guess you'll break down too. Another thing is that our studies isn't really moving forward too. We haven't covered all the chapters yet so can't they teach one/ two chapter then give a little amount to let us remember then quickly move to another chapter then after covering all the chapters, we'll have more homework to revise back and all so we don't have to be so last minute. It does make sense here right?

I know I'm lazy most the time but I can't seem to get motivated though. I can actually try doing and all but I wasn't motivated. I guess that's the reason I don't really study or do my homework. I guess I'll try some stuff that makes myself happy if I study. Like buying yourself flower that sent to your house and written 'By your secret lover, my good girl, keep studying. Good luck'? LOL. Ahhh. I don't know lah. Well good luck to me then...

I shall try doing a some of my work while I have the time even though it's hard T^T