Shh... Quiet World.

It's not a good day to start up with. I was thinking that her talk could be finish and stay away from my hubby, us. I'm sad, pissed. Din't have much time to tell her what I want to. Well sort of cut sort, but I don't like it, just in case she don't get it. No, I don't blame anyone. Just want her to know that if she wanna leave (as she said), then leave and don't come back cause I will, be scared. Yes scared, that she'll hurt my hubby again. I won't leave her as you do and make her happy, so don't keep thinking u're important to her or that she needs you. Thanked my sexy babe there that gave me a high- 5 and a hug. I love her.


But I am not the one who can make the decision. Not me nor her. It's my hubby. 


Dear lover, this is for you: I know I am important to you. I know you love me. I know you care about me and all. This very decision won't change my love for you so please remember. Take some time and do think about it. I know she's important to you too( or maybe used to), you two got together longer than you & me, and maybe u trust her more than me. I think u already know that she said she choose her career is an excuse, she still care for you and all. While me on the other side, not together with u as long as u & her, not sure whether to trust me or not, or maybe also not sure we are able to be together longer than you & her.
Baby, think about it and choose whether to leave her or not. I'll still support your decisions.


Shh... Be quite my world. Stop the party songs. Blow off all the candle cause I need to be alone and quiet. Lets just enjoy how the stars look like and how the moon look so beautiful tonight. Feel the wind blowing and hear the nights. I really love it so let me spend this time alone.